Had camp . 2 days one night.
SC camp at school.
Damn shioook.
And yes, i do miss my abng .
I love my abang very very much.

Well.. Today is kak anys burfday .
So..
HAPPY BURFDAY :D
I LOVE YOU SIS !

Tmr is our 6 months soo .. YAY !

I might be transferring to commonwealth sec schl.. Its still under consideration. Haiss. I dowan eh.
I no friend there.. and somemore.. im an SC in cwds eh.. So many memoriess there.. i want to graduate in CWDS.
):

Helloh . Today was damn crap.

Seriously .

Story story :

Was having english lesson. And i was damn tired and sleepy .

Beh , eng teacher kita bukak ni satu citer,

i wasntt interested , therefore, i close my eyes and look outside.

Then, suddenly , i felt someone playing with my hair.

It cudnt be Kechik.. Impossible lah.. and natasha wasnt in school. Then, i look infront . That teacher ask me to wake up. WTH . Forcing me to watch that moviee.

Ya ya .. Then.. end up , the rest of class start doing their own things, the teacher just ignore. Beh ,aku sorang uh kenaa. And the thing that screwed me up, was wen there was some sound effects, yang sungguh TAK perlu..

I

keayh, then .. afternoon .. best part :

Meeet Abang !! Kay , lepak fer a while.. like an hr .. ? Yeaah. Boleyh lah tahan. But there was some noisee.. Memekak nak mampos.. Yeaaa.

Some 2/4 and 2/5 guy saw us. And Fahmi and this guy saw us too.

And they tort me and abang tengah dating . WTH.

Apeeeer jerr.

Hahaa.

Now chatting with Kak Anys.

And kak Anys told me abt thaat STUCKUP` Gurl. Haha.. You people knw something, that was the ferst nickname i gave to her before i really know her. Yes, i do really knw her now. 5 months knowing you .. is likee.. i got enuf of your attitude that sucks. Not saying taht im perfect, but to be honest, im better than you.. Ewwww.. Tukar mataer mcm tukar baju, and still , here i am, wondering why guys still go fer you..

Poteeek paaa dorang. Muker tak seberapa sioots. Kekek btoll.

Haha. Kay, ive been kutok kutok kau since last last week.. haha.

And just now, i give you face , you dont understand, i gve you finger, baru nak faham.
S L O W .

Andd ewww.. i hate your laugh.. smile kau apaa lagii..

No more 040610 .

I dont need sisters  like youu..

4 more dayss , count down :D



Keayh, meet someone. Saw abang . Wave at him , he wave back. Yaaaay ~  ! Rindurh okeyh kt diaaa.
Then had dance.. yada yada.
That Mdm Ng called me, asking abt the parents meeting . Whatever lurh.

Okeayh.
That anak dah ada fb baru, Cahaya Erisha.
E X P O S E .
I jahat kan ? Awwww. Too baddd. Im no more that good girl you people know beforeee. Hehee. Good luck. Cheeeey . Aku jahat , sb bila aku baik, org take advantage. Cheey, ni bukan bbl world uh, kenyataan siaa. Alaaa.. but its normaal. There's owaes someone out there, yg perangaii memang cantik untuk pergi terjun sudaaah. Menyakitkan hati jerrr. Now , nk tgk muker dia pon da tak seleraa siaaa. Eeeeeeyeeer.

Kakak aku cuma : KAK ANYS and KAK SAB.
And of coz my blood sis lurh.. Yeaaa. . Whateverrr. Byeee.

Today was like soooo Boring . Had the safety course thingy at queenstown police division. I think. Nyehehe. Told mum. But suprisingly she already guess it. Wow. Okeayh. Now , im bored.

Lalala.
I have choose my combinations.
And yeaa. . i hope its the right onee.
Takderh mood sngt uh,

Byebye.

Today nothing much happen . And i havent show my parents that letter . Shitty shit. Tmr tmr.

Fuck , i lost my councillor badge.

Narriee mendak to the max.

Well, yesterday was as usual texting abang . Then suddenly he say , if he go ite , he cAnnot text taht  often. Believe it or not  , i cry eh . I dont know why . I just feel that if .. we will be drifted apart .

 I DOWAN  !

Haiss.  Why must he graduate so fast ? I scared i miss him .. then how ? haais. Kay, its not like i have feelings for him or anything okeay peepos. Its just that , aku syang dia dohh. Dah anggap mcm abang aku sendiri seii. 

I really syang him , and also my kak angkat  , Kak Anys and Kak Sab.

I dowan to lose any of them . Hais.  You see , now, im starting to imagine negative things. Parah.

This few days , i keep on crying to sleep . Padahal takda benda jadi . But i just feel so insecure and stuff. I keep on thinking if ..i have no one. .

Aqilah , your illusions are killing you . Wake Up .

Gosh.

Kay , probably meeting Amirul on 27 oct . Not firm yeet . Hm.

Keayh bbuhbye.