Sis said tat she will not bring tis lappy wit her. Baekk ahh. :) Happy happy happy. I just finish reading Kaq Anis blog. Kind of new eyh. Well.. lama2 it will look nicer.  If you need any help, text me hor Sis. I'll be there fer youh. I hope things will be going smoothly fer youh.. You got to find a solution to gain back ur fren's trust. I know its hard. Its your bestie, darl. You got to.. unless you want to lose her. Or maybe you should just wait.. until she realise that she lost something, or feel something's missing.. and its YOU tat are missing in her lyfe. Patience, dear. Patience is virture. 

Oh kak.. i was typing. Then.. i check hp.. you text me.. Coincidence eyh. Hehees.

I Love You Kak !

Muahhs.

Chill aitess .. takmo marah2.. she marah.. you marah.. semua marah.. how to settle.. bertenang.. nanti dah bukak sekolah.. korang settlekan secare baek kaes.. 
I know its hard.. You still got me.. Kak Shasha.. Kak Nysa.. and ada Kak Hidayah kan.. so yea.. You can count on us. Winks *

Love yah !

Luahan hati.. Nyanyian : Apit

Pertama kali ku bertemu

sayunya hatiku merindui dirimu

walaupun belum kita bersua muka

namun aku tetaap jatuh cinta

pertama kali ku bertemu denganmu

hatiku terpaut melihat senyumanmu

aku mengharap engkau menerimaku

kerna aku bersedia menyintaimu

(1)            akan ku renang lautan yang berapi

membuktikan kehebatannya cinta ini

tetapi jikalau kau meninggalkan aku

terhiris hati ini.. terguris jiwa ini

menangis tak berlagu..

ohh..

(2)        biarpun ombak yang merubah pantai

kasihku tak kan hancur

berderai

biarpun hari berganti hari

dirimu tetap ku nanti..

oh..

(3)                sayangku pimpinkan tanganku

menuju mahligai bahgia

kita bersama nikmati kisah cinta

hidup bagaikan di syurga

ohh.. kasih...

(repeat 1)

(repeat 2)

                                                                          (repeat 3)
                   

Yesterday SOMEONE, just screwed me up yesterday.. Btol tak ? It was fine the early part.. then.. . dunknw... suddenly.. no replys.. kind of irritating you know.  ><

Liyana.. texted me @ wrong timing. Aku tengah bingit.. then you text luh.. hehes. Sorrie.. dah reply kn ur text ? :)   not going to post again today. * sobs* sis going to bring lappy out.. mentang2 wireless.. Yadayada..  Currentky chatting with : Fiiqo, This fb friend. Lalala.  And chatting with Yit Ming too ..My classmate.. Didnt chat wit Kak Anys yesterday. D:   I've made a decision.. but dunknw whether tis one is the ryte one.. or the left one.. sempat aqilah buat lawak yer.. Its thundering here and there. Tapi hujan nyer setakat remyai-renyai.. Eyh.. i'm hungry now.. Food food food..

hahaa..

gtg..

Aqilah Outt.

Got my result just now. Went to skul. Tunggu tu SQUACK fer like 20 mins ? Sial =.= while waiting.. saw sab and shiqin.. meeting ke perh ? LOL. Mum was getting impatient. =.=

Finally.. she came.. went ferst floor. Squack and cikgu wahidah brought my report slip . Awesome* i fail.. 43.6% .. Well.. i deserve it. No study.. no marks.. Underlines here and there. Really rabak ahh. Only got 1 A1.

The rest...

Hancorr.

EYE. Mum nag all e the way.  Yea.. I heard enuf, mum !

Then Squack said.. if i gt tis marks again.. i will either retain in sec 2 express..or go 3 NA.

Hello.. Its better to go 3 NA then 2 Express.. Go sec 2 Express.. go retain.. comferm fail again.. then whuat ? retain again.. Crazy.. Then the teachers ask a stupid question, " what am i gng to do ?" then i said," study"

Like DUHH..

Then expect me to say.. " PLAY MORE. SLACK MORE."

Nak mampos ckp gitu..  Gilerr eyh.

Mum.. nagging..

Hope to myt cuz soon..

Dammit. Bored.

Gtg.

Aqilahh OUTT !

XOXo

Friendship !

 

Trust. We need trust. We cant be friends with people we dont trust and sometimes in life.. we got to give in. Eventhough , we're sure it wasnt our fault.. but who

knows, we did something wrong too ? Saying sorry.. sincerly and not for the sake of just saying it. Saying it sincerly is much more meaningful. Forgive and forget.

Give another last chance. A 2nd chance. People arent angel in disguise. They made mistakes, and so do us. So all of us are equal. We deserve a chance . But.. always

remember dont ever misuse the 2nd chance, coz we never know when we really need it,r.. . Dont claim ourself as a friend when we talk bad behind them. If we're

unhappy with them, tell them. But when they dont accept it,

its good to tell a friend, to let our feelings out. We just got to tell the situation.. eventhough it seems we are talking bad about them. Think. We cant expect

everyone to love us.. or to like. . different people have different aspects on what the look upon a friend. Dont force them. And if we hate someone.. its good to

know why. To have a good reason. If we dont have so, think, why must we then hate that someone ? Every people is equal. Hate is a strong word. Avoid this word.

Maybe we just DISLIKE this particular person coz (s)he doesnt suits to be our friend. Give them a chance. Who knows we'll like them. .?

To me.. friendship is like a tree, It starts from a seed ( when we know them ) , then it grows ( when we try to put on trust), and then it branch out and when the

leaves are showing ( when we know and could claim there are our friend.. who we can share almost everything .. and where we could count on them) .

Thats friendship.'

Maafkan aku kerna mencintai orang yang sama

jika aku tahu kamu menginginkanya

akan aku melupakan niatku

untuk memilikinya.

 

Namun , apakan daya

ia membiarkanku terjerumus dalam nama, " CINTA "

aku tak mampu membohongi diriku

kerna sesungguhnya dia yang aku mahu.

                Aku tahu sememangnya kamu lebih berhak bersamanya

adakah aku akan tewas sekali lagi ?

telah berulang kali aku kalah

dalam pertandingan bernama, " CINTA" .

 

Percayalah..

jika cintanya sememangnya untukmu

aku berjanji akan cuba melupakannya

mungkin bukan jodohnya untukku

aku terima dengan rela.

 

Terimakasih kerana sudi menjadi "kakak-ku"

terimakasih kerana tidak membenciku

aku amat menghargainya

dan aku tahu kau terluka..sekali lagi maafkan aku..

Khas untuk : Kaq Anis :)

Aku sayang kamuh , Kak !

Aku sedar aku sering menyusahkan

dirimu, wahai teman

sedangkan kamu sering di sisiku

dan ku percaya kamu ada terasa pabila denganku.

Kadangkala sikapku yang berubah

sukar untuk dijangka apa yang seterusnya

mengertilah bukan niatku

untuk melukakan hatimu.

Aku percaya bahawa aku bukan teman yang kamu impikan

aku tak sempurna seperti yang kamu mahukan

dan mungkin kamu ada berasa bosan

dengan kerenahku yang bukan-bukan...

Seikhlas hati, aku mohan maaf atas keterlanjuran bahasa

yang mungkin melukakan

emosiku yang tak terkawal

hatiku yang meronta

dan akhirnya kamu yang menjadi tempatku melepaskannya.

Maafkan aku..

kerana mungkin kamu merasakan begitu

bukan niatku , percayalah !

aku amat menghargai segala yang kamu lakukan untukku

dan puisi ini ku ciptakan untukmu..

Khas untuk : Liyana , Aiz, Acha

You people help me a lot.
 You people are the one who keep on putting
 a smile on my face.

Di dalam sejuta

ku temu

dirimu

yang terindah , impianku..

Gosh, I'm remembering the song back. Fcuk. I was crazy.. Gt ntg better to do.. Go read the msn history.. me & hym last time. Oh fish . Sweet talker.

Stoppit shey Aqilah. Dah cerite lama. Dah basi beb.

eyh. Bored ni. No one layan ni. Ape ni. Boring ni. Facebook tak dapat masok ni. Bingit ni. Ni ni ni...

Lol.

ada orng tu kan kan kan.. kater brb.. last last.. tak bck bck pon. >.< Amek kau .

Hahaa. Busy kot. Ohwell. Zzz

BRB. Ni real.. tak bubble.

Crap.

Outt.

 Hidup ini hanya sementara

dekatkanlah diri kepada-Nya

ajal menanti, tetap akan kunjung tiba

amarannya akan dirasa.

Setiap kali melakukan dosa

bertaubatlah dengan segera

mohan ampun daripada - Nya

kita insan , yang tak sempurna.

Sering kali kita hanyut

dalam dunia penuh fantasi

keasyikkan dengan duniawi

hari akhirat kita lupai.

Dunia yang fana ini

hanyalah sekadar persinggahan

yang menguji kita.

Loves,

aqilahh..

as'kum

Saappp ! Haaha.  I'm high now. Hyyyyyperr ! High high high, lets fly. Wee~   Tmrw meeting teacher.. coz tat day never go PTC. Fcuk. Dead manx tmr. Hahaa. Aiz text me.. Suprise. . Sis Anys text too.. haha..  Yeah ! She was happy.. and i am happy fer her too , kay sis ? Haaha. I'm naekk mendak @ home. Seriously. Haahaaa.  Bored giler oink oink.  Mish my cuz badly. Haneyh . Ate alot during  this hols. And yea.. i gain 2 kg rdy.. Still nt enuf lah... need another 2 more kg. Hahaa.. Currently chatting wit iNa. Dia pon naek senyap. Ohhhman. Haha.  32 people online at Facebook. And and 11 online at MSN. Boredd. Haaha.

Will post my poems. Sorrie in malay. Hehe..

Wait hor.

Lovee Quotes.  Read and understand.

" Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love. " ~ Albert Einstein

" Where love is concerned, too much is not even enough ." ~ Pierre De Beaumarchais

" It  is only the heart that one can see rightly what is essential is  invisible to the eye. " ~

Antoine de Saint- Exupery

" To love s to risk not being loved in return. To hope, is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken , because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing ."~ unknown

Currently : BORED !

Huak ><

Didnt chat wit Aiz yesterday. No reasons.. 

Blahs ~

Message Anys instead..

haaaha. I loike , no, i love talking to her..

* wink *

Btw.. last 2 nights i had a dream. Weird one.. I dream i was taking drugs. Weirdd.. i know..

Hhahaha..

Yesterday made jelly.. YUM ! Hhaaha..

Yesterday nyte otp with E2. Yea.. fer like 20mins+ .. yea.. he sing..

Malay song. Ferst tyme i hear him sing malay song.

One of them is Luahan Hati . Yea.. I dont know that song.. then he ask me to chck it out.. I just chck it out.. I read the lyrics.. Kind of nice.. eventhough its very the jiwangg. Haha.. And yea.. i post it at FB. Chck it out, aites ~  he already warn me his battery is weak.. but we still continue talking.. then.. half way talking..  " call ended" i was like o.O 

Hais .. Haha.. At least got to talk ryte. ahhaa. Ohwell..

Aqilah Outt !

To Aiz:

Is this another fyte again ?

no.. eyhh..

Currently talking to Anys. Hahaaa.. Kind of fun lahh talking to her.. Well hello.. she has the same horoscope as me wht.. Jiweerrr . Haaahaa. Sistas.

Funny you know talk to her. Hahahaa.. Made me laugh..

Yesterday. Was ok. Talk late at night wit Aiz. I mean.. message only. Hahaa. Nicee. Not fytes. :) I SOOOO LOVEE IT !!

Hahaa..

Went wet market just now. Mum ask to buy some things. Hahaa. Yea.. Then go.. So yea. Hhaaha. Now bored coz Sis" is offline. Sobs* Hahaa.

310510 :)

Was suppose to be yesterday post :

]

Called : Aiz, Called: E2

I miss their voice...     Hahaa.. Especially E2. What to do. Ina text me.. suprisingly.. Haha.. lama sak tu anak tak text. haha. :D Thanks dear. Lol. I was viewing this person profile , i mean wall. Then there was some argueements there. I read it. I love.

Sorry its in malay :

" Pukimak . Kau nak carik gadoh per?"

" Oi kawan.. Mak dia per yang kau maki."

Oh ya.. Bake queen justnow. Oklahh. NOt bad..

HEhee.. Gtg..

Aqilah OUtt.

Just now chatted with Anys. My sec 3 senior.

I knew something from her.

Abt E2.

Its expected.

I know it will be disappointing. Haha ( not)

I dont know luh.

This is life.

It doesnt owaaes go on our way.

Not in the mood. Seriously.

Aiz. Idk lah.  He got exam. So dunknw lahh..

Ahhh.. wahtever lahhhhhhhhhhhh.

You never know how i feels when seeing your name infront of me. You never know how i feels when you ferst talk to me. It feels .. great. My heart beats... faster than usual rate. Waiting patiently (not ) for you to reply. I miss you so much. So very much. Thinking of you day and night. Is this love ? BOY.. I really want you.

E2.

You made me blush. OMG.

I want you.

Shattered memories of you and me

deep inside was still thinking

unexpectedly ,is this how its suppose to be ?

it ends slowly without me expecting.

...

Youre my everything , everything that i wanted

we are meant to be,suppose to be

but we lost it..

all the memories so close to me just fade away..

So much for my happy ending..

Turns out to be the other way..

Oh c'mon aqilah..  Wake up. Its now over.

________ is still the best. It might be 8 months now when he leave.

You're my TTM, You're my bro, You're my fren.. and i treat you like a lover. I wonder why? I miss your words.. i miss your concern. Was i taking you for granted ? You're gone now. And till now , i still havent find someone like you. I know , you hate me.. i knw you do. Its not that i want you bck. Coz i knw, if you come bck,things wont be the same like last time. How i wish.. there is someone like you. I have stop loving you..

You're the best memories. Kamuh adalah kenangan terindah bagiku.

You teach me love, you brought me to a feeling of missing and jelous. Youre the one .. that introduce me to LOVE.

220209  in memories. You're gone. 

Life was never easy. Trust me.

You said i change. I said you change. We both change. Do you know what i want ?

I only want you to just layan me. Coz you're my TTM. I tort we can share everything.. But .. i was wrong. It really seem that she is ur really main priortie. Idk. I know i'm difficult. Its only a mnth now. Are you giving up on me ? You cant cope with my attitude? Hais.  Maybe. We need time.

Youre not the same now. .                                       & it feels that you wont stay long.

Bahs.

Went west coast. Bought cheese fries ( eat in the van.. haha) and spring chicken ( take away ).. and nasi ayam penyet.. Ate there.. ate lunch there..  I wanna go out. Mendakk pat rumah. ZZZ..

Was online.. MSN.. and you knw there's this portal , the what's new.. And and.. to my suprise.. there was this photo of Nyet.. with this gurl. CIicked on the photos.. Walah ! ~ 6 pix of him wit tat gurl..

HEY !! Why am i caring abt this? Damn..   So.. my decision was ryte. Hahaa. Lalalaaa.. I DONT CARE... Even tat gurl muker pon pecah like Nyet. haha. Sajak lurh korang yerr.. LAST LONG . Bad ryte me? Hahaa.. :P

Merindu dan Menunggu... it owaes ends with U.

Today.. was boring because.. it's still early. Wake up at 9 , as mum was waking me up .  Sista is being  KPO here.. looking at the comp screen seeing wht i'm typing. Shoo* Get lost *  Sis  give me this expression :P, * i dunwan see your tongue  . Sis shadap. Please..  Sis sais that my blog suck.. 

Gtg..    

Aqilah Outt.