Today nothing much happen . And i havent show my parents that letter . Shitty shit. Tmr tmr.

Fuck , i lost my councillor badge.

Narriee mendak to the max.

Well, yesterday was as usual texting abang . Then suddenly he say , if he go ite , he cAnnot text taht  often. Believe it or not  , i cry eh . I dont know why . I just feel that if .. we will be drifted apart .

 I DOWAN  !

Haiss.  Why must he graduate so fast ? I scared i miss him .. then how ? haais. Kay, its not like i have feelings for him or anything okeay peepos. Its just that , aku syang dia dohh. Dah anggap mcm abang aku sendiri seii. 

I really syang him , and also my kak angkat  , Kak Anys and Kak Sab.

I dowan to lose any of them . Hais.  You see , now, im starting to imagine negative things. Parah.

This few days , i keep on crying to sleep . Padahal takda benda jadi . But i just feel so insecure and stuff. I keep on thinking if ..i have no one. .

Aqilah , your illusions are killing you . Wake Up .

Gosh.

Kay , probably meeting Amirul on 27 oct . Not firm yeet . Hm.

Keayh bbuhbye.