Yaw ! ~

Had my very ferst tuition class. Not bad (:

Sat beside Ellie. The rest all chinese boys.

Wawan text me. Saying that he saw me. I was like. . biar bebenar.
I ask him where , and he replied.. he was the one wearing the white shirt . Then i was like.. alamak.. yg tadi kecoh2 tadi. Then he say.. nk mit jap. I on jer lorhh..
Saw him walk pass again.. He wave, i guess. Carn recall.
Then.. after the tuition ended.. go out.. He say he reach ready. Then saw him and him friend. Then... he was sengih2 . His fren pun sengih2. His fren like Mat siaa. Ewww. Naseb dia tak.
Cutee jugak tau dia.. Aww.. cair sei sekajap ( gatal ! )
He wore white shirt and black shorts. Haaha..
Stalker.
Bestbest (:
Planning to lepak at Jurong nxt week , sat :) or maybe wed :) Alah.. hari laen pun bole mit per :)

Thats all lah.
Aqilah lurp u all. Muah muah.

Outt.

The word for today is :

SHIOK

Seriously.  Pendekkan cerite sudah.  Yesterday planned with Kak Anys, to go lepak after school tmrw ( today) , then.. yea.. at ferst Kak Anys and Kak Sya cant make it.. then.. last last.. can...then.. Kak Sara tag along. It was drizziling.. then.. heckcare.. walk walk walk. Go westcoast park.. then.. half way walk.. it started to rain . Me and Kak Sya.. sit at shelter. Kak Anys and Kak Sara , ketinggalan.. Then we saw them.. 4 of us.. go macD. Makan2. Then.. played in the rain. 4 of us.. drenched wet. Seriously. Raining heavily. I swallow the raindrops, i guess. ^^

Laugh like hell. Gerek ah.

Then go westcoast plaza. Kononnya nk get dry.

Padahal padahal. Haahaa..Betullah tu.. ape dah kiela.

 Saw the devils gang. Then just continue walk..they mumble something.. I heckcare.

Then... blahsblahsblahs. Malas mau explain panjang2. Headache now.  :D Padan muker ..aku.

:)

Out.

H

HAPPY 1 MONTH SISTERSHIP ANNI.

MAY GOD BLESS OUR SISTERSHIP.

AMIN :)

Nur Aqilah Ft. Nurfarhanis.

310510

010710

( 01/7 since no 31 June )

Yaww!
Today was. Okay.

Maths.
Ask 2/3. How was it dear classmates?

Wasted like about 30 mins , standing and hearing that squack nagging fer some stupid reasons.

Kecoh ke pa..

By the time , nk start.. skali bell ring.. too bad.. got 1 more period left. =.=

Didnt saw Kak Anys, Kak Sya, and esquare today. Rupe2 nyer.. kak sya werk.. kak anys.. ponteng.. haha.. and esquare ? werk ?

That kapak perasaaaann btl.

Takleh angzz.

Turn behind also cannot. Kau pikir kepala aku nihh, kau punyer ke per.. Kau tak suke tgk muker aku, tu kau nyer pasal SETANNN !

Kau ingat kau banyak punyer hensem ? Eeeeeeewwww.. Macam aku takda keje nk tgk pt kau. Aku toleh blakang pun.. bukannya nk tgk kau. Aku toleh pun sebab kau BISING sgt.. GOBLOK . So tkmo perasan. I repeat eh..

Kau tak suke tgk muke aku , itu kau nyer hal. Sebab ni muker aku, ada paham ?

Sungguh merepek you know. Kelakar pun ada jugak ah. Haaaha.

Go home straight after skul. Didnt hang around. Malas ah. Then. Go do the DNT homewerk.. Mt homewerk. and revise science.

Yog is freaking me out. Seriously.

Thats all.

Dear friend,

I miss talking to you. Cant you see that our friendship is drifting away ? We used to be so close.. what happen now ? We hardly even say anything. Not even a 'hi'. Since you befriend with her back, it seem that you're not gona talk to me. Its her her her her. 
We dont even do duty tgt now. I'm doing at block.. while you're dng at canteen. Urgh. I'm jelous ? Its not about that .. I just dono how to explain.. Haishh. Thats all lahh.. i'll try talk to you personally .
Thanks.
Out.

Yaw.

Didnt update yesterday. . No time.

Yesterday was Okay .

Stayed back with Qinqin. Damn fun liou. Shiok. Insult each other and i was running away frm Cikgu W coz i'm skipping my dance. Too lazy to go. Penat .

Today.

Meet Kak Anys in the morning.

Shiqin didnt come. Sobs*

Stayed back with Qinqin again. . Then had laughter with Dewi , Acha, Ima, Sorfina.

Haahaa. Funneh though. (:

Nampak tat Esquare brp kali taktahu. 

Malas ah nak bobal pasal diaaa.

I was smiling

you see me smile

but there's one thing you dont see

the tear in my eye

i was giving a fake smile

i was partially broken down

i dont wish to cry

coz i promise myself not to cry for a guy.

( it happens today.. 1 hour ago )

Seriously.. idk how to express this feeling. Am i the one who is wrong ?

Isit just me who is being over-sensetive ? Or is the situation just not go my way ?

Wahts the fcuking hell is wrong with me ? Darn. I almost cry again. And you know what ? The hardest thing is to really control your tears when it already fill up your eyes. Amazing. Ouch.

Its been like 11 days since i talk to you. Carn believe i survive withoout talking to you ? You find it pathetic ? I know.

I'm trying to avoid you. Coz i know i irritates you.
But the temptation to talk to you is like.. high high high.
I dono wats gng on now. What is happening ? I'm completely lost. I follow the flow. I let things happen..
but that doesnt mean.. i dont care.

       
                                                           out.

Bloggin. Art homewerk not done.  idontfcukingcare.

Thanks.

People texting me..

Bahs ~

I think i saw stalker just now.

Darn.

Chatting with Nur Farhanis sekarang nih.. Suroh org tido.. dia pun blm.. hahaaa..

Takmo fren ah.

JOkejoke ^^

lame ah akielah..

eh.. sukati aku ahh ..

like how Iruz said, " Terpulang pada you "

Melayu... fuhh..

haha.. terpulang seii.

Eh  kak anys.. idc i'll find you and i scream.. " Heeellllloooooo !!!"

nk lari eh.. takpe takpe.

^^

Heehes.  Kay lah.. malas ah ..

Takecaire ah.

Outt.

I am bored now.

Haahaa.

Just finish eating. Sambal goreng. Sedaapp siioot.

:D Sayang ibu .

I just realise.. asl eh.. byk nah benda ada perkataan ibu atau mak..

Nak contoh ? Kay.. takyah jawab.. Haahaa. I'll give. Lame.. Hu cares?

Contoh :

Alamak

adoimak

ibu jari

pukimak

"  tak menyusahkan mak bapak kau kan.. "   Familiar ? Lawls.

motherfucker

hahaa..  Everything got to do with MAK.

Lols. Siaperr jer lah yang create ? Hahaa.

I'm so random , right ?

Well.. thats me !

Currently chatting with Fatin Toot.

A facebook friend of mine (:

Haahaa. Dah lama add.. skang baru nk bobal.

Naymind. :)

Today was not bad.

Ferst day of school . Tort of skipping. (: No no. Me gud gurl.

Lol. Slept at almost midnight. Thanks to Wawan. Terimekasih bykbyk eh. =.= Woke up at around 5.30 + .

Go school. Reach. Ask fer help ( copy ) .

Then.. Sab came.. teman me go office.. then yadayadayada.. Then.. bump into Kak Anys. * waves* Hello * . She look as if she saw ghost.

Oi kak.. kiter tak makan org lahh..

then.. saw Nabil.. then.. Shiqin da start kecoh.. Go toilet.. with sab.. the Kak Sya call asking where am i.. then.. she wanted to see me there.. but bellring. Fcuk seyh. Then.. skali Esquare dash past me.. I was like.. " Makk oii" .. Terperanjat.. then heckcare. Saw him smiling. I didnt smile back. Dunknw why..

Recess.. saw 3/5. I want to chnge my clothes.. Saw Esquare sitting infront of the gurl's toilet. I heckcare.. go in.. saw Kak anys and Kak Sya and the rest of the gurls. Kak Sya keep smiling.. and i smile too.. ahaha.. then kak anys dunknw wht.. kecoh pasal rambot ehh ? haaha.

Then.. go out.. saw him smiling again.. i smile quickly then dash.. paiseyhh.. coz rambot messy.. malas nk btl kan coz toilet cramp. Then.. i go back class with Ima.. Then saw Ima waving at some one.. here's the convo

Me : Kau wave pat saper?

Ima: Tu * pointing at esquare*

Me : Dia wave pat kau ?

Ima: Entah .. aku maen wave jer..

Me : Ohh.. pat kau lah tu dia wave..

Ima: Pat kau lah.. * kena push by her*

Paiseyh.

Then.. 1.42 sharp. Mrs Ong release the class. I dash out coz wanna go back with Kak Sya. Then.. reach go canteen.. buy chicken mayo.. rindu okay.. ohh.. tat ayam.. then.. text kak sya.. then she reach.. she ask me go toilet .. Saw esquare again ! he smile .. i smile back.. kak sya was like, " suke lah tu , suke lah tu.." and i was  " no comments " .. Haaha..Dont ask how i feel . Fullstop.

Reaach the toilet and saw the rest of the gurl's , 3/5. To shy to smile at them.. coz never talkk before.  Then.. teros saw Nabil lah pulak..sitting outside of teh gurls toilet also. Adek beradek duduk tempat sama .. Jiwer. Then .. saw Mus.

Then.. waited fer the bus...  kak sya was excited because of something. And me ? Layankan jerr lorhh.. haha.. :D Let her board the bus ferst. I got this habit of letting my fren board the buss ferst .. i dont bear leaving my fren alone.. dunknw why.. unless she got another fren with her ahh. :) Waste time ? Hu cares. Ni namanya caring. Betol tak?

Then.. yadayada.. now bored. Bobal ngn Roy- Junior.. gilerr ah tu anak.. =.=

 Timetable da change. Monday slack day ! :) Yeesssa !

Gonna love monday. Recess duty block F. Damn. Boring siaa.. Thanks to Qinqin hu accompanied me just now. Love you :)

Ilove you all.

Akielah oUtt.

YAW !

Today is Sunday.

Tomoro is __________ ( fill in the blanks )

Huak ><

I miss the chicken black pepper :)

YUMYUM.

But  i prefer with the mayo.
Homewerk 1/3 done. Malay and Eng ( partially ), geo ( partially )

V. good ryte.

:)   I had A nightmare.

Involving me, Kak Anys and Esquare. I woke up crying. And i really really really wish, it wouldnt come true. . Must pray hard lorh. Maybe.. this happened coz i miss him so much ?

I repeat Maybe.

I'm not sure.

Darn. Uniform havent iron. ): Mum cooked my favourite today, Sambal Goreng. Finger lickin' good aites. iloike.

I just realise its been like 4 days i didnt talk to Aiz. Hmph. Oh well. Life must go on. Hope he can go with that dream gurl that he've been waiting fer. All the best.
As fer me.. i dont really intend to have a relationship now. I mean.. right now. Its too early maybe. We see how it goes. Depends lorh. I'm just not that ready. Bois will owaes be bois. Thats the part where i hate it. I still havent found the right guy.

Is he the one ?

Not esquare.

But this guy.. he have long leave from my life. 9 months. Ouch. I kind of miss him.. and dunknw why these days i keep thinking about him. Urgh. This shouldnt happen. He once said, he gave me a fake love. And to be honest, till now, i dont believe waht he said. Lets hope fer the best people.

True love only come once.

ONCE.