Setahunya aku, jadi begini. Aku teruskan dengan kedegilanku ini. Ramai menasihati, aku tidak mempeduli. Akhirnya aku yang menangis sendiri. Aku tak mengerti , mengapa aku begini ? Engkau tinggalkanku, tanpa aku mahu. Engkau katakan engkau tak mampu tipu. Aku keliru dengan maksudmu. Kenapa baru sekarang engkau katakan itu. Aku juga punya perasaan. Mengapa engkau membuatku bagaikan sebuah boneka. Hati ini memang terluka, dek manusia yang bertopengkan manusia. Mengapa aku , engkau jadikan mangsa? Apa salah ku kau lakukan begini ? Mungkin aku telah pergi jauh. Terkeluarnya aku dari landasan. Aku mengikut nafsu yang bergelora, semakin lama aku terus terperangkap . Syaitan mula bersorak gembira, pabila bisa menundukkan cucu Nabi Adam.  Mudahnya engkau melafazkan selamat tinggal. Dengan meminta maaf, engkau rasakan semuanya akan pulih. Oh tidak ! aku tidak akan membalas dendam. Kerna aku tahu, aku yang pilih jalan ini. Bodoh nya aku. Aku tunduk pada kata-kata manis sang lelaki, sehingganya aku jadi begini.

Pada semua , jagalah diri baik2. Jangan terlalu mengikutkan nafsu. Nafsu ini bagaikan kapal. Perlu ada nakhoda. Jika tiada nakhoda, tenggelamlah kapal itu. Kasih sayang seorang kekasih belum tentu kekal lama, sayangnya ibu bapa, lebih kekal dan sejahtera. Sayanglah Tuhan, kerna jika anda sayang Tuhan, pasti tuhan akan sayang kamu. . kasih sayang tuhan, tiada batasnya.

Nuraqilah-

SIAPA MAKAN CHILI DIA LAH RASA SPICY.

AMACiAM ?

WATCH AND SEE.

HAIIPUIH.

Not in a good mood today.

Seriously, gt so fucktup..

Anjeer ):

Fiiqo thanks fer being my punchbag just now.. hahaa..

I maki alot , dont i ?

Probably meeting Fiiqo tmr.

And yea... skuling tmr.. i mean. YOG. Fuccckk .

Finish late.. after midnight . Sobs *

I really miss you tau anjer. Your cuddles and stuff. Haish.. Budden .. urgh.. nvm.

Sedihh siot.

Saw esquare.. like fer like 4 times.. Waduhh..

He wave, i waveback..

Tuu jerr..

Dh lah.. no mood ahh..

Seriously..

Bye.

Came back around 2+.

Saw Manjer's friends. Whom i dont know hu..

Manjer left me at the bookshop ):

Meet him back pat pasar. (:

He bought so many stuff while i only bought a few.

Damn fast eyh. (:

He hantar me to busstop, infront of reservoir . Saw Din and the yesterday guy.

Din was smiling... Manjer was smoking..

Luckily my uniform doesnt smell.

Spray a lot of perfume, thats why ! -smart -

replied Qinqin's text.. i'm too lazy to think about it too much.

Like seriously.. i'm lazy.. to solve all this problems or whatever thigs i'm aint happy about.

Just let it be.

Going back home late this saturday. Sayonaraa peeps. And anjer.. meet soon, i mean lepak.. go somewhere.. ?

Let it happen like last saturday.. :)

Thats all (:

Dengan mu,

adalah satu nikmat..

dakapanmu adalah semangatku,

kucingtaikmu , manjerr.

Yesterday Manjerr hantar me till teban busstop onli.

He was LATE.

Waited fer like 20 mins..

and i was really about to cry. Idk why.

Please, jngn buat lagi eh anjer..?

Reach home at exactly 12 last night.

Din, Shark and this guy was making stupid jokes. And i actually laugh.

YOG was at Marina floating platform.. The dinner was actually * toot*

Then yea.. bahs bahs.

Get a lil' fucktup , coz of Itam ( during maths class) ..

KNCB.

Kay wdever.
Going skul at 10 today. Woohoots.
Mum ask me to go to market..
and manjerr just text.. and said he would want to accompany me.
Thankss ;D
GTG.
Manjer text ready.
BYee.

RINDUU MANJER.

MEET MEET MEET :D

Saper2 yang tak tahu menahu,

shuthefucktup.

Kay, aku bobal tak relek sekarang.

=.=

MENDAK .

Today freaking tired.

Had maths remedial and Salsa.

Hitam pao me to teacher that i was texting in class.

Luckily teacher ignoree.

KNCB.

Nevermind.

Salsa was freaking bad. Darn. I totally forgot all the steps.. and i know i was damn stiff just now. I dont even have the guts to look at myself in the mirror coz i know my dance was horrible.

Moodswing during maths remedial. Actually was during the lunch break, but drag to the remedial.. Don wanna expose here, like seriously, its just a small matter. I dont know this days i get sensetive very muuch easily.

Tomoro YOG, will end late. Probably will reach home at about midnight ? Awesome.. carn wait. But too sad carn text manjerr.

Awww. I'll try my best to text youh kae dear. :)

I think tis guy on fb is having a crush on me. He confessed. He been asking me to hang out with me like fer 3 times ? And its always at the wrong timing. Too bad.. you confess  But then, too bad boi, you're slow. I mean, i dont have feelings fer you, at all. Let just be friends. :) No harm in being friends.

In my mind now its only.. Manjerr.

Kay. I'm totally worn out now. So puhlease, dont annoyed me.. When i keep quiet, it simply means i dont wish to talk to you at that paricular time. . Coz you'll never know what bullshit that will come out of my mouth wen i'm really really not in a good mood. Tomoro can talk, ryte ?I'm tired.

P.S

This week will be the last week MR MOHAMAD will be teaching in CLEMENTIWOODS SEC.

We're sure gonna miss him. And i'm sure 2/3 was touched when MR MOHAMAD said that, if he got a reason fer staying in CWDS, 70% of the reasons, are because of 2/3 class, as he enjoy & like our class-spirit.

All the best , Mr mohamad. We're sure not gonna forget about you.

:(

Maaanjeeeerr.

Mymanjertortise :)

ilovewhenthenightcame.

That's when you brought me to your wings,

and i fly.. up up so high.

Maaakin gian ,

setiap kali kita bertemu.

^^

This is fer you ,

Mr .

Saaap.

Had my 2.4 , freaking bad liou.

I hope i pass. This is just a practice..

I wanna move on to my 5 stations.

My fav :)

after school went to Heng Yee's house, then go get her ear pierce.

:) She grab my hand as her ear was pierce.

Dont worry dear, i was there fer you , right ?

Then go home.. Boreed. Kak Sya was online. :)

Manjerr text. Saying he was in the MRT.

I wanna meet you soon taus.

Didnt saw Esquare today. Ohwell..

SPAIN,

THE CUP IS ALL YOURS NOW.

Just came back frm Aiman's Cafe.

Saw Sir's mum.

And carn believe it that my MUM still recognize HIS mum.

Ate crispy chicken.

Awesome.

Dad finish it up fer me.

Gosh. Banyak mats and minahs motor siaa.

Takleeeyy angzz.

Such a stunner arh dorang.

Well. Tired now.

Wana text Manjer . :D

Manjer is sooo not like normal today. Wonder why.

): Takmoo gini pleasee. I wan the cheerful you tau . :)

Heehe.. Ohwell..

Tata.

Outt.

Yaw.

Yesterday went back at 0130 pm .

YOG. Was not bad.. Dunknw why. Haaaaha.

Then reach skul. . had lunch wit Sab and Shiqin.

Ate nasi ayam penyet.

Poweeer. But cannot finish. Shiqin help me . :)

Tankiuuu.

Then.. rush to meet Wawan. Hall ada cina mampos.

Haaha. Meet him. Awwwww. Rindu.

Didnt meet him on 9 june. Sobs *

Then.. we go Reservoir. Take a walk.. then sit.. and yea.. enjoy the scenary. :)

Awww. 2 hours with him is freakingg awesome babeyh.
-wink-
haahaa.
:) 1 week has pass.
I re-read our conversation.. and actually the ferst time we sms was on 270610. :)
Heehes. Nice day kan semalam..?
Sukeeer diaaa.
:) HIs fren interupted.. sis interupted.. by calling..
& it was raining. I was kind of drenched. He was too. .
Went home around 5.
He texted at night.. gg to 11. And i was sleeping.
Iruz texted at midnight. Fone vibrate.. check 2 msgs. Didnt layan iruz sangat.. layan wawan lorhh till 3am. Awww. Funnn :)
Heehee. Yog owe me big time.

Tats all.
Outt.