Yaw.

Didnt update yesterday. . No time.

Yesterday was Okay .

Stayed back with Qinqin. Damn fun liou. Shiok. Insult each other and i was running away frm Cikgu W coz i'm skipping my dance. Too lazy to go. Penat .

Today.

Meet Kak Anys in the morning.

Shiqin didnt come. Sobs*

Stayed back with Qinqin again. . Then had laughter with Dewi , Acha, Ima, Sorfina.

Haahaa. Funneh though. (:

Nampak tat Esquare brp kali taktahu. 

Malas ah nak bobal pasal diaaa.

I was smiling

you see me smile

but there's one thing you dont see

the tear in my eye

i was giving a fake smile

i was partially broken down

i dont wish to cry

coz i promise myself not to cry for a guy.

( it happens today.. 1 hour ago )

Seriously.. idk how to express this feeling. Am i the one who is wrong ?

Isit just me who is being over-sensetive ? Or is the situation just not go my way ?

Wahts the fcuking hell is wrong with me ? Darn. I almost cry again. And you know what ? The hardest thing is to really control your tears when it already fill up your eyes. Amazing. Ouch.

Its been like 11 days since i talk to you. Carn believe i survive withoout talking to you ? You find it pathetic ? I know.

I'm trying to avoid you. Coz i know i irritates you.
But the temptation to talk to you is like.. high high high.
I dono wats gng on now. What is happening ? I'm completely lost. I follow the flow. I let things happen..
but that doesnt mean.. i dont care.

       
                                                           out.