Yesterday was... FUN and Interesting. More to interesting. I said, " COOL " fer like.. countless time. NEAT ! FUN and INTERESTING @ rumah nenek ! .. Interesting sesangat. At last.. fer like quite long.. meet up Cuz Haneyh. Aww. Mish tat gurl. Huhuhu :D I want the photos ! Haahas. Cool arhh.. Styleeeee. Wee ~
Kay then.. dunknw.. got stomach ache tat nite .. and yea.. check temp , 38.0 . Fever ?! WTH. I just drink cold drinks just now. Eat alot just yesterday. At nyte.. got all upside down. I produce clear water rolling down my cheecks. I promised myself nt to cry fer a guy.. end up .. haisshh.. I break my promise. Damn. These days.. i keep missing tat Rabbit. Haish. I miss him.. but that doesnt mean i want him back. No. Once i leave, i go. Not coming back.
' I cry when you said you actually feel guilty. You made me think as if i was a burden to you. And you stay just because you pity me and not because you treasure the friendship. Taht was waht i think when you said you feel guilty. I know she is you main priority.. and thats why you dont risk to hurt her.. i know.. haiss.. why must i even come to your life.. i shouldnt exist in your life.. i know i'm tough. I just burst out yesterday. Guilty. So all these while.. you feel guilty when talking to me ? Then why stay ? Kesian ? or wht. D: Its really kind of hurting. I know you apologise.. but .. dont know.. i still cant forget about it. Its not tat you're playing behind her back .. hu knows.. dia pun like us ? Haissh. You really love her, dont you ? thats your rite lah.. Should i leave ? I dont one my existance to be a burden to you. Up to you . Since.. you nak jage her hati sgt kan.. then.. dunknw lahh. Since you feel like its wrong.. its all up to you. I'm just YOUR FRIEND. SHE IS YOUR LOVE, kan.. ? I'm aint important lah, Aiz. '
i'm aint important. Tell me if you want me to stay. Thanks.
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