Today was HORRIBLE .

Someone or some 4 screwed me up.

Burst out during Art period. Fcuk. Horrible..

Natasha nvr come today. Haiss.. If she come, surely dont feel that left out or alone. Haiss =.=

I never do anything why you all do this to me ?

Where i go wrong ?

Haiss.. You guys disturb me.. i dont even say anything... And i tort you guys will stop. Haiss.. Stoppit please. I had enuf rdy . Its around 2 months you guys are disturbing me. I dont wish to  yell at you guys I'm keeping my mouth shut.. and i was expecting you

guys to do the same . I never disturb you guys, so, you dont disturb me. If you dont wish to even talk to me, then just dont talk.. Why must you guys make such bad remarks ? If you guys dont like me, then just stay away frm my life by nt even mentioning my name. Just think that we are strangers?  I'm nt asking you guys to be nice to me. No ! I dont force you to do that. Just 1 thing.. stop insulting me..   or whatever bad stuff you guys owaes mentioning abt me. I dont mention bad things front and back abt you guys.. so can you guys do me that favour ? Thats all i ask . You guys are really hurting me so much. I'm keeping my mouth shut not because i'm MUTE, but i dont want to create an issue. I dont want to fight. Not only with you guys.. i just want to stop fighting with other people too. LIfe is short. I want my life to be full with happiness..  and not misery all the way.   Please understand.. WIll you guys like it if people keep insulting you ? Saying bad things behind and infront of you ? Surely you guys will be pissed off ryte ? Surely you guys will say, all those harsh words and yell and so on.      Correct ? How long can you take it ?

My patience has a limit. And just now.. my limit was over the line..   I cry ? so what? it help me to calm down. Its better than to yell and let everybody know you're angry. I'm not the type that like to scold people.. yell here.. like an attention seeker. Staying quiet ..   Its me. No one really see the angry side of me..    No one really know how i react if i'm angry.. I dont wnant to show it. Please. Hais =.= Stoppit lahh.

Honestly,

Aqilah.